grrr

As if I didn't already feel like crap because I was sad, now I feel like I'm coming down with a cold.

Here is a little excerpt of song that reminds me of losing my mom. It was on the radio a lot last summer and I think I heard it either right before or right after finding out she was gone. She probably never heard of it, but the lyrics sum up my feelings and get me all choked up every time.

It's not the middle of the night, it ain't even raining outside, it's not exactly what I had in mind, for goodbye. At that red light in the sunshine on a Sunday, nothing to say, don't even try. Some are coming home, some are leaving town, while my world's crashing down on a Sunday in the sunshine, at that red light... Red Light by David Nail