Expectations

Ever have certain expectation of something and then nothing happens? Well today was Mother's Day, and I didn't know what to feel, I guess I wasn't feeling anything. That's not true, I was feeling thankful for my boys and my hubby. But I think I was expecting this big sadness to sweep over me, and it just didn't come. I got sad for a moment in the car when Tim McGraw sang, "Live Like You Were Dying," but that was the extent of my sadness. I miss my mom. I miss her voice. I miss calling to tell her things. Of course I miss having a mother on mother's day... but I miss her everyday, why should one day be different? That's my perspective tonight.